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Post by KIMBERLY ADELE FRITZ on Jan 27, 2010 1:05:41 GMT
 { PULL ME CLOSER TO LOVE , }when all the buildings fall and all of the stars fade , - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - kim finally took a deep breath as she looked to herself in her mirror, they weren't very evident but they were there. people would start to notice her getting fat and specially her parents, she had to tell them, sooner or later, she could have told them sooner but the while 'mini' break up she had with spencer, totally ruined it because she would be afraid she had no place to live in case they kicked her out. she did knew this was going to end up badly but in case she got kicked out, she knew she had a place to stay for sure, with spencer. she smiled a bit putting her hand in her stomach, she was slowly accepting it, the baby inside of her, it was going to be born, unless it died in her belly, and that would make her so sad she might not take it. she just wanted this to be something she could take the lesson out of it, she could actually learn something. she bit her lower lip hard as she took one final deep breath and walked out of her room and towards the living room where her parents were. she knew she had to speak in german but she refused to, she was sick and tired of it, she didn't like it, she had it so she started to speak in english. "mom. dad. i need to tell you something!" she said to them as she just looked to the side. "auf Deutsch bitte kim" (in german kim ) he father said and she just nodded. "Mama Papa. Ich bin uh. Ich bin ..." ( mom dad. i am uh. i am... ) she said to them a bit... nervous. she looked at her mother that saw her with her hand on her stomach, now she had this habit, like she was scared something would happen to the baby that she would put her hand in front of her belly to protect it. her mother got up from her chair and walked over to her putting her hand on her belly. kim just bit her lower lip hard as her mother asked her with her eyes, she knew, she was a woman, kim nodded and then looked to the ground. her mother then started to walk backwards. "schwanger?" (pregnant) her mother finally said as her father got up and just looked at her like she was a whore. she could feel the anger inside of him. he just walked to her and stared at her. "aus, bist du meine tochter nicht mehr. sie besser zu werden, bevor ich dich getroffen." ( out, you are no my daughter anymore. you better get out before i hit you. ) he said to her in a cold tone, kim couldn't handle it no more and started to cry, she nodded to him and just went to her room as she started to collect her stuff. at least she had a place to live.
she ran to her room starting to gathering her stuff as fast as she could, she wasn't going to take everything just the things she actually needed to. in the background she could hear her parents scream at each other. she knew she had to tell them sooner, she should have done it, then didn't she? well spencer also only found out a month later, but he was different, he loved her... well her parents loved her too but spencer was different, not like her parents they couldn't take it, well spencer didn't at first but then he did and now she was currently packing to go move to his house. it was awesome, in a way though but also kind of scary, was this a good idea, to move in with him? she knew he loved her and she loved him no doubts there but... it was all scary what if they got into a huge fight... where would she go? and now with a baby, it was far too much complicated. she heard footsteps walking towards her room as she looked to her door watching her father walking in, she just stood where she was. he walked over to her and slapped her hard on the face making her look to the side and taking three steps back making her almost fall in the bed. she groaned out loud as she started to cry harder this time, bringing her hand up she rubbed her cheek that she knew was going to get red in a matter of seconds. she looked to him and just stared with anger in her eyes. "ich hasse dich, du bist nicht mein vater." ( i hate you, you are not my father. ) she said to him as she picked her bag, her stuffed animal that spencer had giving her a few weeks ago and ran out the door passing through her mother that made her stop for a second and just hugged her. "kimberly... where are you going to sleep? and live? stay here!" her mother said, kim just looked as her father looked to her with a frown and a little grin on his face, sadistic bastard. she shook her head looking to her mother. "i'll be fine mama! i am going t my boyfriends house! i love you. bye!" she said as she leaned over to kiss her cheek before storming out of her house and into her car.
she just drove off to spencer as she could feel the sharping pain in her cheek, she brought her hand up to rub it softly but it was aching too much. she bit her lower lip as she stopped at a red light and she just broke down there. she started to cry again hitting the steering wheel harder each time until she hurt herself. she stopped hitting letting her head fall and hit it. she stood there until she heard a horn sound right behind her, she raised her head only to see the red light was gone and she was good to go, she speed off towards his house. as she got there, she just parked the car in his drive way and took all of her stuff out. she took a deep breath hiding her tears, that were impossible to hide but she tried anyway. walking over to his door she knocked and waited for him to answer as she cuddled the stuffed animal he had given her.
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Post by SPENCER TRAVIS LITTLE on Jan 31, 2010 5:10:47 GMT
  he was pumped, adrenaline soaring through his veins – fast and furious. everything was so bright, exuberant. it could only be described as straight excitement. but it was a difficult game, challenging, and it was practically taking all of his brain power. he was attempting to set up a strategy, although it was rather unsuccessful so far. spencer’s tongue stuck out to the side of his face, his eyes bulging out in a fit of concentration as he tilted his entire body from side to side, as if this might better equip him to win the game. perhaps, if he pretended his body was in tune with the controller, with the cartooned player on the television, and moved his arms as such, he might actually better his chances at winning? one could only hope it was working, cause spencer sure moved around enough that it better be. now, what may you ask was this oh so captivating, brain stimulating game that had spencer little squirming in his shorts? oh course, it would be none other than super mario bros. was there really anything better in the world? no. he didn’t think so. sure, grand theft auto, call of duty, even guitar hero, all games that had him captivated upon their release – until he’d master them and get bored that is. those all came in a scrambled, and close competition, but they didn’t have very much on super mario bros. mario was simply the best there was without question. he sometimes wondered, how, had they come up with the idea? spencer had been playing mario since he first started with video games, back when the high tech cd-run wii was the old chunky card taking nintendo 64. now, those were the days. but he figured, and many people could argue, that not too much had changed since then. he was still as childish as he had been as a five year old boy clinging to his father’s arm.
he’d practically woken up to this game, hadn’t even bothered changing for the day. he was still shirtless, in nothing but a pair of shorts hanging loosely on his hips and two mismatched socks on his feet. he’d wanted to do something relevant today. he’d even brought out his textbooks, thinking that he might even crack them open for once. but the books had yet to be opened, not once, and no studying had even begun yet. he had stared at the cover, when he’d spotted his guitar, lola, lying on the kitchen table. it was the thought that counted really. spencer had genuinely planned to study today, but he’d than raced over to tune his guitar. he’d only plucked a few strings, before changing his mind about the schedule for the day though after spotting the wii and getting distracted. naturally, he’d gotten the genius idea to bring out the super mario, and before he knew it, it had been two hours, and he was already in world four. he was on a damn roll if he did say so himself. but there was more, problems really. his apartment was a mess. liam, his roommate, wasn’t very organized, and spencer, was even worse off actually. at least, with liam, he’d eventually get irritated when things got to the extremes, and he’d throw everything off to the side so that it at least looked clean. spencer could never really find it in himself to care if everything was kept tidy. the apartment they shared looked pretty trashed though, he couldn’t deny that. cans of soda were flung carelessly all over the living room table, which spencer had thoughtlessly kept his feet placed on. empty pizza boxes in the corner, the odd pair of shirts or jeans lying over the couch, the overflowing amounts of dishes that filled not only the sink, but the table around. you could definitely tell, just by looking once, that this was an apartment shared by two absurdly careless guys.
then, there was a knock on the door. spencer jumped, caught completely off guard, since he hadn’t been expecting anybody. if it was liam, or even cassie, surely they’d just come in right? and he was in the middle of the castle! he couldn’t just stop now. ahhhhh. he paused the game, making a face. and now he had to get up. he ruffled his hair once, before climbing off of the couch and racing (nobody) to the door. he flung it open without checking, only to see a kimberly clutching a suitcase and the stuffed animal he’d gotten here a while back. ”h-woaaah – kim. hi” he said, his eyebrows soared in surprise. but he allowed for a small grin – before he noticed the tears that is. ”are you crying?” he said, puzzled. he moved over in the doorway, for her to come inside. that – and well, she was letting in some cold air from the outside by just standing there. ”what happened?”
TAG" paula/kimmy <3
MUSE" we the kings.
NOTES" sorry it took so long lool
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Post by KIMBERLY ADELE FRITZ on Feb 4, 2010 23:17:42 GMT
{ PULL ME CLOSER TO LOVE , }when all the buildings fall and all of the stars fade , - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - kim stood there holding close the teddy bear as she waited for him to answer the door, he sure took a long time to answer the door, she snuggled her teddy as she stared to the white door in front of her, how did she got into this mess, she didn't know, well she did but this whole situation was ridiculous, her father shouldn't have reacted like that, he should have kept his cool and take the way she was. weren't parents supposed to be there for their children no matter what happened, for the good and the bad just like marrying someone, they got responsibilities when they come together to honor and protect each other, in this case the parents were supposed to held her not throw her away like a used paper, or something like that. she made a mistake and she knew that but now it was too late to back out, there was no way she was going to have an abortion and she was not going to give it up, only she knew how much it would hurt her if she did. someone that grew inside of her, someone that she talked and all of that stuff, she just couldn't give it away after nine months, she never understood how people do it, how they were so cold hearted to give out the babies they had just delivered. it was so immoral and immature, she knew there was times where they were forced to do it because of lots of causes but still, there was always another way if doing stuff and there was always a solution for everything! but the real issue was if they didn't want the baby why did they make him? yes people forget stuff, spencer forgot it but still, people nedded to get some conscience and just act like normal people and not hurt the people around them. she was somehow lucky because spencer did actually accepted the baby, she was thankful for it, because she knew she wasn't going to be alone in that after all. bitting down her lower lip she kept her eyes on the door hearing some fast steps towards it, she was hoping he wouldn't freak out on again.
as he opened the door, she was felt like laughing, his outfit was somehow comic, she just couldn't at the moment, she would laugh in any other situation but not this one. she looked to his eyes and just let more tears come. she listen to him as he spoke but she just ignored his words, in a way as he got away from the way she got in putting her stuff down and closing the door before looking down to her feet. "i got kicked out." she whispered as she looked back to him, there was no other way of putting it, she was kicked out of her house. she shook her head as she walked to him and wrapped her arms around his neck and pulled him close to her. he was the only person that could help her at the moment, and he had said that she could stay with him if she was kicked out, so there she was ready to take his offer even thought she could have gone to someone else's house, she went to his, because she didn't want to bother anyone else, and since this was his fault too, she just decided to take advantage of that! she took a few deep breaths before breaking the hug to looked to him. "they kicked me out... well my father did because i finally told them i was pregnant! so i thought..." she said looking to him not taking her arms from around his neck. "... you said i could... stay here if that happened. so i came!" she said to him looking to his eyes. she couldn't imagine what she would do if spencer didn't accept the baby, she would feel so bad about herself and probably end up something she would regret for the rest of her life and probably pushing spencer away even more, but since he took it all in she was going to enjoy it. hugging him again she was hoping he wouldn't push her away and take her until she could go back to her parents place again and just talk to them about the whole mess. pulling away from the hug she looked to him trying to calm herself down as she rubbed her cheek that was still hurting from the slap that she had received from her father.
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Post by SPENCER TRAVIS LITTLE on Feb 8, 2010 0:09:04 GMT
why was she here? or more importantly, why was she crying? spencer didn’t understand what was going on. was this the hormones? she was pregnant and stuff – people said you cried a lot when you were pregnant because you became so overly emotional over the smallest things. like if you didn’t get the craving you wanted. he could mildly remembered how his aunt had been when she was pregnant a few years back. it had been – terrifying actually. one time, she had wanted a caramel oreo mcflurry, but his uncle had brought her back an oreo mcflurry, without the caramel. she had completely freaked out, which made spencer laugh. his aunt then proceeded to cry louder, because spencer had started laughing at her, and she locked herself in the bathroom for a good hour or so after. he’d gotten a few dark looks, and the rest of the evening was spent trying to bribe his aunt out of the washroom. then he’d had to apologize. kim was definitely crying a lot, so this made sense. plus – considering there were two of them – a lot of hormones probably meant there would be a lot more tears. she probably just wanted a caramel oreo mcflurry or something. he moved out of the way of the doorway so that she could come inside, closing the door after her. she’d gotten kicked out? so she was taking him up on his offer. thoughts ran through his head, but he allowed for her to come into his arms.
this was all happening so fast. three months ago, spencer had been the hyperactive, carefree college kid, failing half of his classes and somehow juggling soccer and the party life. then he’d met kim, he was still the same. but here he was, three months later, not any more mature, but with not just one, but two kids on the way. things were getting really serious, really fast. three months ago he was just having fun and living life. he didn’t know what to do with his life, and at the time, it seemed like he had had plenty of time to decide. but not so much anymore. now he’d have – people to support. people to be responsible for. two, and three, if he were to stay with kimberly. but spencer didn’t even know how to be responsible for himself. he was as immature as they got really. what was he supposed to do when the two kids came now? he was absolutely clueless about the entire predicament. he didn’t know how to handle this sort of thing. he found, the only thing he could really say was a simple ”oh,” as he wrapped his arms around her. he’d always been bad at comforting. sure, he was a dramatic person, enthusiastic. but when it came to real, intense emotion, it was damn near impossible. that was why it took him so long to have say he loved kim the first time. of course, once he first said it, it was a lot easier the next time, and afterwards, once he realized he actually meant it. there had been a brief point in time, where he actually found it hard to stop saying it, which brought us back to the dramatic, over exaggerating side of spencer little.
he was a bit of an annoying sort. it was almost hard to understand how kimberly could even deal with him for so long. not to mention, have babies with him. but he figured, maybe, she felt the same way as he did? maybe that was why she stayed. he was pretty damn lucky for that, for her. he just held her, running a hand through her hair, and not bothering to try saying anything until she spoke first. ”of course you can stay here,” he assured her, loosening his arms just enough to look her in the eye. he’d promised her that much, and really, he probably owed it to her. where else would she have gone? spencer wanted to be sure she was safe. although, he couldn’t deny he felt the slightest surge of anger at her judgmental family for kicking her out. but he hid it. spencer was a bit lucky in the fact that he had already moved out of his mother’s house, he was a freeman. aswell, his mother would probably hate him more for making her a grandmother so early, than for actually knocking someone up. she rather liked pretending she still had her youth. and well, liam, his roommate would just have to deal with the new addition. he probably wouldn’t mind it so much, besides a bit of annoyance that he wouldn’t be able to walk around in only his boxers anymore. which might actually be a bit of a relief to spencer, so this was an easy win. although, it did mean – things were more serious with kim and him, and though that uneased him slightly, he couldn’t exactly take back his offer. the majority of him didn’t want to either way.
his eyes flashing as he thought of something, an ice breaker maybe, to get her mind on the terrible. he released her, moving to pick up her suitcase while closing the front door with his other foot. swoosh. you could tell he was excited now. ”wanna play mario?”
TAG" paula/kimmy <3
MUSE" a rocket to the moon.
NOTES" o.o
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