Post by JENNIFER KIANA BRADFORD on Mar 1, 2010 4:45:02 GMT
" Sing, the last thing on your mind, the last word on your breath, i'll be the one to keep you, one disaster less. "
JENNIFER KIANA BRADFORD
( N A M E )Jennifer Kiana Bradford
( N I C K N A M E )Jen, Jenny, Jayjay, Little J, Kia, Kiana, ect.
( G E N D E R )Female
( A G E )Eighteen
( B I R T H D A Y )March 29th
( S E X U A L O R I E N T A T I O N )Straight
( S T A T U S )Single
( O C C U P A T I O N / G R A D E )Famous Model
( G R O U P )Famous
( H A I R )Blonde. A few highlights of different blonde shades here and there. Usually worn Straight.
( E Y E S )Fairly normal sized. A baby blue tone.
( H E I G H T )five foot two
( W E I G H T )one hundred ten
( D I S T I N G U I S H E D F E A T U R E S )Tattoo on right hip of a star, a scar on her back from a car aaccident.
( P L A Y B Y )Jenny Parker/Greenwood
( L I K E S )Cameras, getting her picture taken, drawing, painting, experimenting, nature, perfumed hand lotion, oversized cardigans, fashion magazines, powerpop/electronica/techno music, cell phones and texting, baby animals, pastel colors, dark colors, YouTube/the internet in general, parties, tights/leggings, vintage/thrift shops, earrings.
( D I S L I K E S )Foggy weather, love songs, neon colors, talking on the phone, bees, throwing up, trains, fast-moving cars, fish (eating fish and just fish in general), cheese (I mean, come on! It's rotten milk), pretty much any grown animal, the idea of being overweight, when people think she's quiet and nice all the time, boring things, long movies, Sundays, milk, hand sanitizer, nuts, Sarah Palin's voice, chauvinists, small talk.
( S T R E N G T H S )I'm really good at watercolor painting and sketching. Not to toot my own horn or anything, but honestly, I am. I'm quite confident in myself . Let's see... I make good grades in school, in pretty much all of my classes. I know what I want, and I go for it. I know, that sounds lame. Like some moral-of-the-story in one of those cheesy Disney movies. Anywho, I'm not afraid to stand up for myself; I'm not the quiet type that just shies away from confrontation, even though people tend to think that I am, just because I used to be that way.
( W E A K N E S S E S )Spending money. Honestly, that's one of my weaknesses. I could be given $500 to survive off of for a week or two maybe, but give me an hour and I'd have it all blown on useless things that I don't need. Never trust me with money, long story short. Also, I tend to worry about my weight a lot. Being as short as I am (5'2"), it's rather easy to get chubby, (or so I tell myself). So after eating a lot, I stop eating for a little while. So I try not to eat much unless I have to. No biggie, right? Lots of people do it.
( F E A R S ) [blockquoteSome of my, uh, smaller fears would be...bees. I got stung once when I was a little girl and my foot got all swollen and it was awful. I cried nonstop for like three days. Well, maybe not three days. Three hours maybe. But it seemed like three days. I'm also afraid of throwing up, trains, heights. You know, the usual. Big animals scare me too. Like...giraffes. Or bears. They're so..big. Oh my god.
( S E C R E T S )
i've never been in love, nor have i ever had sex. i have also never told anyone about my brother that died in a car crash or the abusive childhood i grew up in.
( P E R S O N A L I T Y )
* Sweet: I am probably one of the nicest girls you will ever have the pleasure of meeting. I am the kind of girl that will lend you money and never even think to ask for it back. I love to buy people things for no reason, just because it makes me think of someone. I am not one to judge by what is on the outside, but rather on what that person has to say. People often mistake my kindness as a weakness and tend to take my friendship for granted.[/size]
* Affectionate: when it comes to my friends and various loved ones, who are few and far between. I will do anything to put a smile on their face. In my eyes, it’s my goal to make their day the best one they’ve ever had each and every day. When it comes to the person I am with, I strive to be perfect for them in each and every way. I take my friendships very seriously and I know how to tell most real people from fake people. This is the opposite of my relationships, which are usually on and off. I will go out of my way for any of my friends, and you probably do not want to mess with them.
* Self-confident: I know who I am and I know there are a lot of people out there worse off than I am who wear their hearts on their sleeves. I am comfortable with myself and that can often be mistaken for arrogance or conceitedness.
* Forgiving: I am not one to hold grudges for very long. It is hard for me to push someone I have known for an extended periods of time completely out of my life. You would have had to have done something very serious to even get me to hate you. The only downside is that I often give people multiple chances when they don’t deserve them.
* Allegiant: although I am a born leader, I am also faithful to those who mean the most to me, if you’re lucky enough to be considered my friend – or happen to be a member of my family – I will be there for you when you need me. I am the best person to come running to when you’re down. And I’m not going to turn away from a friend in need. I am just as passionate about my friendship as I am with the rest of my life. I would rather lick the sidewalk than let someone down. I hate disappointing my loved ones.
* Clumsy: I am definitely clumsy; I am always falling over things and getting hurt. Unless I am completely determined to get through something. Then I tend to be less clumsy.
* Over-protective: I have a way of, hovering over my friends. I don’t like to see them in harms way. At all, ever, everyone knows not to mess with my friends. Well, everyone smart that is.
* Aggressive: I am known for being the leader on things; I take control of situations and go for my dreams. These qualities are what make me so successful with modeling. But when I get this way out of a photo shoot, I run into trouble. I don’t like to lose, in anything. I’m competitive and will do anything to win. If I feel threatened, I’ll attack, not physically, but vocally. I am assertive and not willing to back down on anything.
* Trust issues: I will not open up to you, unless you and I are extremely close. I used to be very open, but that changed because it backfired too many times, and not I don’t know who to trust. I don’t take my chances anymore.
* Stubborn: though I am a nice girl, I find it hard to take direction from anyone, (unless it’s a photographer or a coach for something) mainly my elders, having been abandoned for quite some time now. Once I have made my mind, you are hard pressed to try and get me to do differently and I will debate any subject with you, even if I am wrong.
* Passionate: I put my whole heart into things. Ever since I was a little kid I devoted myself to each and everything I decided to do. First it was gymnastics, and then I wanted to ride horses, and then I fell in love with singing and modeling. I’ve been hooked on those last ones for more than half of my life. And I don’t plan on changing my plans any time soon. I am focused on my future. And I have my head screwed on so tight that I can only look in one direction, forward. Sometimes my focus borders on obsession, but I am determined not to fail. I want to try before I count something as a loss. I won’t quit. The big downside is that if I become interested in a guy, I will give my whole self to him. I can lose myself this way, it doesn’t help when I get my heart broken and have to start all over again and build myself back up from the ground.
* SOME RANDOM FACTS ABOUT ME ARE: I’M REALLY GOOD AT WATERCOLOR, PAINTING AND SKETCHING. NOT TO TOOT MY OWN HORN OR ANYTHING BUT HONESTLY I AM. I’M QUITE CONFIDENT IN MYSELF. I MAKE REALLY GOOD GRADES IN SCHOOL AND GOT A’S IN PRETTY MUCH ALL OF MY CLASSES. I KNOW WHAT I WANT AND I GO FOR IT. I KNOW THAT SOUNDS LAME. LIKE SOME MORAL-OF-THE-STORY IN ONE OF THOSE CHEESY DISNEY MOVIES. ANYWHO, I’M NOT AFRAID TO STAND UP FOR MYSELF; I’M NOT THE QUIET TYPE THAT SHY’S AWAY FROM CONFRONTATION, EVEN THOUGH PEOPLE TEND TO THINK I AM LIKE THAT, JUST BECAUSE THAT’S WHO I USED TO BE. MOST PEOPLE DON’T KNOW THAT OVER THE COURSE OF THE LAST FIVE YEARS OF MY LIFE, I HAVE CHANGED IN EVERY WAY POSSIBLE. THE ONLY THING THAT HASN’T IS MY LOFE FOR MY BROTHER. BUT I EVEN THINK THAT HAS STRENGTHENED. ANYWAY, AS I JOURNET INTO MY EIGHTEENTH YEAR ON EARTH, I HAVE REALIZED THAT I’VE LET GO OF MY FEARS, AND WELCOMED THE PRESENT. MAKEOVERS, BEFORE I CAME HERE I LOOKED NOTHING LIKE I DO NOW. I HAVE FINALLY CHANGED INTO THE PERSON I HAVE ALWAYS WANTED TO BE, MYSELF. I LOVE WITHOUT QUESTIONS AND REGRETS, I TRUST INEXPLICITLY, AND I HARDLY EVER TURN NASTY. PEOPLE CALL ME SWEET0NATURED, ALWAYS THERE WITH A COMPLIMENT OR A SOOTHING WORD. I BELIEVE THAT EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON. PEOPLE CHANGE SO THAT YOU CAN LEARN TO LET THEM GO, THINGS GO WRONG SO THAT YOU CAN APPRECIATE THEM WHEN THEY’RE RIGHT, YOU BELIEVE LESS SO THAT YOU EVENTUALLY LEARN TO TRUST NO ONE BUT YOURSELF, AND SOMETIMES GOOD THINGS FALL APART SO BETTER THINGS CAN FALL TOGETHER. BE WHO YOU WANT TO BE AND SAY WHAT YOU FEEL, BECAUSE THOSE WHO CARE, DON’T MATTER AND THOSE WHO MATTER DON’T CARE. REMEMBER TO MOVE FORWARD AND STOP LOOKING BACK OTHERWISE THE GOOD THINGS WILL PASS YOU BY. I MAY BE SELFISH, IMPATIENT, AND A LITTLE INSECURE. I MAKE MISTAKES, I AM OUT OF CONTROL, AND AT TIMES HARD TO HANDLE, BUT IF YOU CAN’T HANDLE ME AT MY WORST THEN YOU SURE AS HELL DON’T DESERVE ME AT MY BEST. JUST REMEMBER THAT EVERYTHING WILL BE OKAY IN THE END. IF EVERYTHING ISN’T OKAY THEN IT’S NOT THE END. I BELIEVE THAT LOVE ISN’T FINDIND SOMEONE YOU CAN LIVE WITH, BUT FINDING SOMEONE YOU CAN’T LIVE WITHOUGHT. THE TRUTH IS.. EVERYONE IS GOING TO HURT YOU, YOU JUST HAVE TO DECIDE WHO IS WORTH THE PAIN. IF YOU ARE SINGLE, MAKE THE BEST OF IT. IT DOESN’T MEAN YOUR NOT GOOD ENOUGH. IT MEANS NO ONE IS GOOD ENOUGH FOR YOU. UNLESS YOU’VE LIVED MY LIFE, DON’T JUDGE ME BECAUSE YOU DON’T KNOW, NEVER HAVE AND NEVER WILL KNOW EVERY LITTLE THING AND DETAIL ABOUT ME UNLESS YOU HAVE PERSONALLY LIVED MY LIFE I’M THE GIRL THAT YOUR EX GIRLFRIEND WILL HATE, TH EGIRL YOUR MOM WILL LOVE, AND THE GIRL YOU’LL NEVER FORGET. I’M A LOVER NOT A FIGHTER… BUT I’LL FIGHT FOR WHAT I LOVE. YOU DESERVE TO BE WITH SOMEBODY WHO MAKES YOU HAPPY.. SOMEBODY WHO DOESN’T COMPLICATE YOUR LIFE. SOMEBODY WHO WON’T HURT YOU. EVEN THOUGH EVERYONE WILL HURT YOU AT ONE POINT IN LIFE, DON’T LET IT HURT YOU TOO HARD. STAND UP TO THEM AND YOU’LL PULL THROUGH. LIFE WILL GET BETTER I PROMISE. THE ONLY PEOPLE YOU NEED IN YOUR LIFE. ARE THOSE WHO NEED YOU IN THEIRS. THERE WILL COME A POINT IN YOUR LIFE WHEN YOU REALIZE WHO MATTERS, WHO NEVER DID, AND WHO NEVER WILL ANYMORE. SO DON’T WORRY ABOUT PEOPLE FROM YOUR PAST.IF THEY WERE MEANT TO… THEY WOULD HAVE MADE IT TO YOUR FUTURE. REMEMBER… WHAT IS MEANT TO BE WILL ALWAYS FIND A WAY. AS MY MOM HAS ALWAYS TOLD ME, “TAKE THE CHANCE, RISK THE FALL, IF IT’S MEANT TO BE, IT’S WORTH IT ALL” IF YOU JUDGE ME I’LL TELL YOU OFF, SAY I’M NOT WORTH IT, AND SEE WHERE I END UP. I BELIEVE THAT A WISE GIRL KNOWS HER LIMITS. A SMART GIRL KNOWS SHE HAS NONE. SOMETIMES IT IS BEST TO FORGET HOW YOU FEEL AND REMEMBER WHAT YOU DESERVE. I BELIEVE THAT “THE BEST THINGS IN LIFE ARE BEST UNSEEN. THAT’S WHY WE CLOSE OUR EYES WHEN WE KISS, CRY, AND DREAM.” LIFE’S TOO COMPLICATED TO WORRY ABOUT STUPID STUFF SO HAVE FUN, GET DRUNK, AND PARTY. SAY WHAT YOU WANT TO SAY AND DO WHAT YOU WANT TO DO, REGRET NOTHING, AND DON’T LET PEOPLE WHO DON’T MATTER BRING YOU DOWN. I NEVER LET THE ACTIONS OF OTHERS MAKE OR BREAK ME AND I NEVER LET A SINGLE PERSON SHAKE ME BECAUSE I DON’T CARE WHO HATES ME. JUST BE SPONTANEOUS AND WHATEVER HAPPENS.. HAPPENS. I ALSO BELIEVE THAT ALL THE GOOD THINGS IN LIFE ARE ILLEGAL, IMMORAL, OR FATTENING
( F A T H E R )Brenton, He’s Currently in Prison for Abuse against my Brother Brandon. Our relationship is well. We don’t have one. I don’t consider him a part of my life. I even blame him for my oldest brother Brett’s Car accident.
( M O T H E R )Well my mother’s name was Amelia, She dies when I was four and Ever since my father went to prison I have been staying with my Aunt, Karen, She’a a Flight Attendant for United Airlines so she’s barley ever home. I absolutely love my Aunt.
( S I B I L I N G S )Brandon – He’s 18, Like me. We’re exactly 9months and 3 weeks apart. He’s my Absolute best friend and I don’t know what I would do without him.
Brett – Although he’s gone now, Brett was even closer than Brandon. Brett would get me out of trouble without my father finding out. These two boys are the reason I am alive today.
They’re the reason my father is in prison. They were the ones who would stop my father from beating me and took the hits instead of me.
( O T H E R )none.
( P E T S )A welsh Corgi puppy
( H O M E T O W N )Long Beach, CA
( A L I A S )Taylor
( G E N D E R )Female
( A G E )Sixteen.
( L O C A T I O N )California!
( T I M E Z O N E )Pacific!
( O T H E R C H A R A C T E R S )none yet
( H O W D I D Y O U F I N D U S ? )California Bound!
( Y E A R S R O L E P L A Y I N G )Four plus
( P A S S W O R D )party animal is my middle name.
( R O L E P L A Y S A M P L E )Selena sighed and looked at her computer screen. She looked out her window and looked closly at the pool house. SHe had become curious about what Pete was up to, But at the same time she had become worried. Standing up from her chair she walked over to her full length mirror and examined her flat toned stomach under her white off the sholder 'I <3 NY' tee, And her black Skinny jeans. Selena thought ahead to how she would look in about eight months. She had worked hard to stay toned up, And she wasn't quite ready to lose her figure due to a baby. She looked at herself one more time and headed for the stairs, She still got dizzy but didn't feel like having anyone help her down. Selena felt accomplished once she made it towards the bottom but tripped off the last step. Catching her balance against a wall, She waited for the room to stop spinning before she headed out the back door.
As Selena walked the few feet to the pool house she though about the wat she had grown up. She had been cared for all her life by Pete, Levi, Jake, And of course.. Her brother Emmabear. She wondered how, Growing up in a household of a very protective brother and three cousins, How that che had ended up drugged, Pregnant, And had been kidnapped. She was also curious as to how Pete had managed to Save Selena from Holden without killing him first. Selena smiled at the thought of how much her family cared about her. It made her feel bad about being such a brat to everyone and not baing thankful for what she has. Selena had always wanted more from Pete, Levi, Jake, and Emery than they could give her. But right now.. All Selena wanted was to be there for them. She wanted to be their glue, The one they turn to when they need a girls advice or need someone to talk to. Selena wanted things to be like they were before their worlds started to crumble.
Selena walked slowly as she passed the pool. Pausing as she stared into the water. Sure hse knew that with her luck she would fall right in. But she couldn't help but look at her reflection in the water. Life seemed to be so simple for the reflection shown. But Selena knew that her life was about to go on it's biggest roller coaster yet. And not to mention she needed to help pete with whatever was going on with him too. And she has to figure out what she's going to do about this little baby inside of her. Selena put her hand to her flat stomach. She knew that soon it woulf be a not so flat stomach and that there would be a football sised baby in there. She thought about giving birth. But stopped not too soon after. Mainly because she was terrifyied at the thought of having a baby. Being a mother at Eighteen was certantly not the birthday present she had hoped for.
Selena took a deep breath and looked up at the pool house. She had decided that it was a good enough time to go and talk to pete. Hopefully he would be the happy pete she knew and loved. Instead of the mean pete that was mad at her. She walked up to the door of the poolhouse and knocked twice.Though not sure why. She doubted Pete would answer the door. But she waited patiently anyways. Selena didn't feel like being yelled at for barging in on him or for "Invading his privacy". That and Selena figured the door would probably be locked, Meaning she would have to get the spare key out of the Drawer back inside the house.. And she certantly did not feel like walking back to get it. So she stood there patiently thinking about whether or not she's make a good mother or not.
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