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Post by SIERRA EMILY DEVERE on Jan 19, 2010 7:53:28 GMT
Okay its pissing down with rain outside, my head feels like it got hit by a truck and i'm bloody bored. today freaking sucks.
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Post by MIRANDA ELLIE KANE on Jan 19, 2010 14:14:28 GMT
 (MIRANDA)is online and typinggah damn rain! aww babe! whats the matter? o: i am here! (:
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Post by SIERRA EMILY DEVERE on Jan 19, 2010 17:02:19 GMT
heeeey theres my babee c: i don't know i guess its you know....withdrawls from the drugs....your meant to get a little ill before you get better, which sucks. soooo is your dad still clueless about where you've really been spending your study group nights =P cause if soooo i totally think you should come round later ;]
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Post by MIRANDA ELLIE KANE on Jan 19, 2010 17:29:35 GMT
(MIRANDA)is online and typing oh yeah i guess that's it! i am glad you are going to get better soon, i hate to see my sierra sad like that! it makes me sad. ahah no he doesn't know a thing, he probably won't find out, he trusts me! it's all good! (: ahah yeah i am coming over! (:
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Post by SIERRA EMILY DEVERE on Jan 19, 2010 17:48:29 GMT
Mmmm yeah i guess its good to be getting better and sober now. okayy well yeah thats good for now but......you know at some point your going to need to tell him, it'll be for the best, right?? mmm good cause i miss you being next to me.
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Post by MIRANDA ELLIE KANE on Jan 19, 2010 19:06:49 GMT
(MIRANDA)is online and typing cant wait until you are fully healed! it will make me so happy, for you. sierra, no i cant tell him. he wont understand, and he'll kick me out of the house! i dont want that!!! mmmm yus! i miss you too!
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Post by SIERRA EMILY DEVERE on Jan 19, 2010 19:23:57 GMT
yeah i can't wait either these headaches are slowly killing me at the moment :c but whats the point in lying to him? thats worse than actually being honest about it all? you said you wanted to be with me and all of that stuff, so why is it such a big deal to tell people??
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Post by MIRANDA ELLIE KANE on Jan 19, 2010 20:10:28 GMT
(MIRANDA)is online and typing sierra you don't understand!! i just can't go tell people... it's against what my dad believes... it won't work! i just can't tell.... i just can't can you please accept my decision?
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Post by SIERRA EMILY DEVERE on Jan 19, 2010 20:16:22 GMT
how am i suppose to accept that?! accept that you don't want anyone knowing that we're in a relationship!! are you ashamed or something?! why should it matter what anyone else thinks?! you said you were happy obviously you aren't.
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Post by MIRANDA ELLIE KANE on Jan 19, 2010 20:40:13 GMT
(MIRANDA)is online and typing you just have to!! and we aren't hiding it... just not showing it right a way. who said i was ashamed? i am not. i am happy because i love you. i love you isn't that enough.
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Post by SIERRA EMILY DEVERE on Jan 19, 2010 20:45:11 GMT
well i can't just accept it miranda because it makes no sense to me! not telling people is the same as bloody hiding it! you love me? is that just some kind of joke to you now?! cause normally when you love someone it doesn't matter what other people think!! and you don't like to people about not being in a relationship!! i'm trying to get sober for you because i really thought you cared clearly i was wrong as always.
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Post by MIRANDA ELLIE KANE on Jan 19, 2010 21:04:24 GMT
(MIRANDA)is online and typing SIERRA i just cant do that? you want me to get thrown to another country? because thats what my dad will do to me! i know i am nineteen and i am supposed to make my own decisions but not with my parents it doesnt work like that! i just cant tell tell them. AND NO SIERRA it's not everything a lie! i do love you! more than i should maybe!
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Post by SIERRA EMILY DEVERE on Jan 19, 2010 21:09:50 GMT
whatever miranda just keep making up excuses because thats all your doing. if this ''relationship'' is a secret then i guess that means it doesn't exist at all. love me more than you should?! what the hell is that suppose to mean?!! maybe you just shouldn't love me at all and things would be much simpler.....
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Post by MIRANDA ELLIE KANE on Jan 19, 2010 21:17:59 GMT
(MIRANDA)is online and typing i am not making no excuses and i didn't mean that i love more than i should ;o ugh! i am sorry! i just can't. i am afraid! i just cant think what will happen... my dad's face... and stuff! >.< i am sorry so much! i am just... a coward!!!
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Post by SIERRA EMILY DEVERE on Jan 19, 2010 21:23:37 GMT
urggghh i don't wanna be mad at you miranda and your not a coawrd, but i just......i love you so much and it scares me......i've never had someone in my life thats meant this much to me....i don't wanna loose you...
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