will someone come and wake me up [lesley!]

[THEO EVAN PIKE]

It seems that everything had gone by so fast. The time and the life that he had, was gone. It was like the moment that he had learned that his world had come crashing down, that very fatal moment when he didn’t have that person that had meant so much to him, and it was like the world was stuck at a standstill. Sure it didn’t seem that a guy like him would have to deal with time, seeing as he was constantly being rushed around the world to go to some photo shoot for this or that, yet when a person died, it seemed like that didn’t even matter anymore, it was like his world, was just a silly, like if that person was gone, what more did he need to have? It was like a cool reminder on your back, always whispering deeply into your ears, telling you to quit life, it was a thought of suicide, a reminder that life was hard, and tough and that people would have problems, that people would run into things that would cause them to not have a normal time. All that mattered to Theo, was the moment that Emma had died, it was like he wasn’t Theo any longer.

It wasn’t just that. Theo had also in a way lost his best friend. Sure it seems a bit silly, when she wasn’t gone far, but it was still sad, that she had found someone, just as he had lost his number one. He was happy for his best friend, and he hoped that things would go well between the two of them. They had the whole epic family battle that Theo never had wanted to get involved with, it seemed to trivial. Though despite he himself being a supportive best friend, he didn’t want to see his friend go away, not when he needed someone to be here, he needed someone to help him. Sure Theo had plenty of friends, but there was something special about a best friend, something special about someone that you had been in diapers with, it was like there was a bond that could never be broken, no matter how much he would wish that he could get over it so easily, and just find someone else to talk to. Victoria, was his queen, a long outstanding joke between the two of them, and no one could own that.

The days had been pretty dull, his last trip was to Japan, it had been sometime ago, and work had been slow. The sun was already high in the sky, nearing well past one. He hadn’t bothered getting out of bed, Theo lay there with his hair straying in every direction known to man, as he threw up a bouncy ball lazily at the ceiling. What was this boy going to do? Sitting up, he rubbed his face, and dropped down off of his bunk bed. It amused him since he was young, that he needed to get himself a bunk bed, and here one lay in his room. Sliding out his drawers, he pulled out a shirt and slipped it over his thin frame, in the same fluid motion, he slipped on a pair of converse onto his feet, and then walked swiftly towards the door, cell phone, ipod, wallet and keys all stuffed into his thin hoodie’s pockets.

Where was he going to go? It wasn’t like it was that great of a day to begin with. It had high cloud cover, drizzly looking clouds taunting him, mocking him silently as the cool wind gave him a reminder of what was. Theo sighed heavily, searching for a place to just run away to, to escape these saddening problems that raced threw his mind, as mental pictures of the car accident appeared once more. Gritting his teeth, he ran. He didn’t care where he was going, as long as he didn’t run into a person on his way to his destination.

It wasn’t till the soft city scene had changed dramatically into a more woody scene, filled with trees and fresh air, was when Theo slowed his quick paced run, into a sudden stop. He had made it to the park. Theo ran his fingers threw his hair, arranging it on his head, and he rubbed the back of his neck. Taking in heavy breaths, he looked around, wondering where he had ended up. He knew the park, but where? It didn’t matter, he was free. Quickly he dropped onto the ground hard and sat in the dirt, legs crossed and he held his head in his hands. ”this sucks.” he muttered out loud, to nature, to anyone. He missed Emma.

so i have made this thread for the lovely lesley, whom is played by the lovely zara. now this is fairly simple of a post, but it is complete with exactly seven hundred and eighty six words. theo can be found wearing this lovely set of clothing. and that the music to help me with this thread is the veronicas. finally the notes I have are "Awws.. I am gonna like them... xD" . also. images are all by me. take i eat you. xD.

[lesley]

TAKE A BREATH TAKE IT DEEP CALM YOURSELF HE SAYS TO ME IF YOU
PLAY YOU PLAY FOR KEEPS TAKE THE GUN AND COUNT TO THREE • • •
& i'm sweating now moving slow no time to think my turn to go
AND YOU CAN SEE MY HEART BEATING
YOU CAN SEE IT THROUGH MY CHEST

kicking her covers off her small frame, she sat up from her bed. light filled the room from the windows because of the curtains that were suddenly drawn back by her mother. lesley was not a morning person to say the least, however, it wasn’t morning. it was noon, a little past noon to be exact. although lesley didn’t go to school, she did have a job, however as of late she found herself not wanting to leave her room, for anything. the suddenly loss of her sister had somehow drained her own will to do, well, anything. she wanted to do nothing but mope around and think of no one but emma and how she should be here or she should have been the one.

it was hard, the realization that she wasn’t coming back, that she wasn’t ever going to see her sister again. at first it was like emma had only gone away on holiday but then it hit her, like really hit her. now it was her depression took over her, nothing was the same. she hated waking up everyday knowing that it wouldn't be the same, knowing that emma still wouldn’t be here with her. emma was her best friend. emma understood lesley, she completed and accepted her for everything she was and no one knew her better. emma was lesley’s motivation, she was the only one that pushed her to stay in school and to try. now she had, well, no one.

shuffling around her room in search for some clean clothes, finding some she threw them over her body, today she would venture outside of her house.. and not because she had to work. she knew where she wanted to be. no, where she needed to be. the park, among nature, with children running around happily on the playgrounds and mothers attentively watching their children, with flowers and trees surround the place. the park was a place that she had once loved and gave her inspiration, however now, she wasn’t so sure if it would have the same effect on her as it once had.

out of her room and down the spiraling stairs, she grasped the door handle and turned. stepping outside of her house, she winced with sudden pain, the brightness of the outside world catching her slightly off guard. lesley was pretty much a vampire, she didn’t turn on any lights, all she did was watch television and sleep a great deal. she began to walk the familiar route to the park. yawning lightly, lesley knew the way by heart, she could be blindfolded and she’d get there. the park was where lesley had spent most of her days before, well, emma died. she would just sit there and sketch random doodles of things. or read. sometimes she would just go there with emma and talk about stuff. they were both artists and yet, they were almost completely different. emma was the sweet one, the one that everyone loved where as lesley was the sarcastic and opinionated one. she was regarded as the “weird” one. it was probably just because she was vegan and just the idea of veganism tended to scare people off.

finally she entered the large gates of the park, taking in the trees and surrounding beauty. she began to wander a bit off path, wandering aimlessly with no real destination now that she was in the park. passing the trees, she looked up the sky, not even her favorite place was working. it seemed as though this was going to be a permanent rut. her attention was taken off the sky when she heard someone, fall? no, but it sounded like it. looking ahead of her, not too far off, she seen a familiar person sitting there on the ground. lesley thought over her current options, she could quietly walk away and leave him in peace. she could see if he was alright, which was probably “the emma” thing to do, or she could keep run away? lesley didn’t want to leave, however she wasn’t emma, she didn’t possess the ability to say the right things and make people feel better, she couldn’t even make herself feel better. she felt like kicking herself but she was going to at least ask the other, taking a few steps forward, ”uh, theo?” she knew it was him and yet there was unsureness in her voice. she didn't want to bother or annoy him. ”are you, um, alright?” she felt slightly awkward, just standing there. she didn't know whether she should be even talking to him or not. it was, a weird situation.

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[THEO EVAN PIKE]

There was something about working to Theo. He had been able to work so hard, and not think of anything, to just go on as life was normal, go one like he hadn’t lost someone close to him. Sure it seems pretty sad when you can ignore your emotions just for the sake to keep up your appearance to the people, but really he couldn’t just hide away, his boss depended on him, and he had to do what they wanted him to. Even if paparazzi, taunted him with questions, because they knew that he was related to the Peters, they knew that he had been with Emma, he just had to continue, which was what he had done, he had gone to Japan, he had gone away from the place that left him to remember her, left to remember his dumb sisters and their stupidity that had gotten someone killed and even almost gotten themselves killed. Sure he hadn’t given a damn, about his sisters, they were dumb never had they really cared about anyone but themselves. Yet they had to drag his girlfriend into their stupid party antics, and had caused her to loose her life. Theo didn’t enjoy this very much.

Really he wanted everything that he had knew about Emma. It seemed pathetic, but the memory of her just hurt more. And he had loved her greatly, yet he needed to move on. He wanted to get over the grief of her death and finally come at peace with it. Though he doubted that it would happen that quickly, if at all. Probably because it had been his sisters that had caused the whole mess, and that she was close to him. It was like double trouble for him, because he had the thought of his sisters, that caused the problem, and his girlfriend that had died. Really he needed to get out of here, he couldn’t stay. The only real reason to why he was actually staying in L.A was that the work was awesome, and he didn’t want to loose his best friends, or the people that he knew so much. He certainly didn’t want to leave his best friend Victoria, whom was already leaving him anyways. What more did he have here?

So maybe that was what he was going to have to think of. If he wanted to remain here? What more did he have, other than tainted memories, and his friends. He certainly didn’t have his family, whom have pretty much turned their back on him since his name change, well maybe not so much the twins, they tried to get him out, tried to change him to be more like them, but he really wasn’t that interested in being a hoe, or partying so hard that he couldn’t remember what he had done. Sure he was obligated to go to some places, because they were his friends, or he was told to go by his publicist to get out more, when he hadn’t been seen around for weeks, and people wanted to make sure that he wasn’t dead. Not that he mind, he rather have fallen off the cliff than have to deal with some stupid people whom were obsessed with the rich and famous.

Theo traced his fingers in the dirt, as he eyed his pant leg, chewing on the inside of his cheek, mostly out of irritation, not because it was a habit, he hadn’t done this since he was little. He felt like a small child again, like he had lost his favorite toy in a terrible accident. She was the girl that he had loved. She had been the girl that he was actually thinking about marrying, she had been sweet, kind and caring, everything that Theo had been looking for. Now he didn’t have that person anymore. It was like a void. Lost in his pool of memories, someone walked up to him. He heard his name, and he lifted his head up to look at the voice’s keeper. His heart sank, it was Emma’s sister Lesley. He knew her, they hadn’t really talked much, but he couldn’t say that he disliked her, just never really hung out with her. Theo really was lost at words, taken aback that of all the people that he had come across that it was Emma’s sister. He slowly rose off the ground so they could be at eye level. ”Yeah. Its goin okay.”

[/b] he said unsure rubbing the back of his neck. She had lost her sister, she must be just as bad as he was. ”How bout you? You doin okay?”[/b] he asked her with a soft smile. Sure it wasn’t much of one, but it was better than not smiling at all.
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so i have made this thread for the lovely lesley, whom is played by the lovely zara. now this is fairly simple of a post, but it is complete with exactly seven hundred and ninty six words. theo can be found wearing this lovely set of clothing. and that the music to help me with this thread is lady gaga. finally the notes I have are "yay! they have SPOKEN!" . also. images are all by me. take i eat you. xD.